Greasing the wheelsThis Down Freedom Road thing, this journey of self-discovery, is taking me places I’d never dreamt of going, – porn-wise that is. I know that no-body cares a fuck, but I keep wanting to update my Profile so as to reflect what has been learnt this week…… Perhaps two steps back and a reappraisal are in order. For example, the great leap forward was in joining the world of positive porn, – where one bares the chest (at least), comes out into the istanbul escort open, discusses sex, kinks and perversions with other lovely perverts, contributes an idea or two. That was the change-over from the negative porn I’d been watching secretly for years, leaving not a shred of evidence on the computer, keeping it all bottled-up in my mind to be only partly released every now and then avcılar escort through spurting spunk into the hand. Now we’ve become so positive that I even went to the doctor for advice. And I didn’t even tell myself I must be fucking crazy. I asked him openly for the little blue pills…….and he agreed. Now again, that is gonna interest no-one, but this my therapy, and my member-page….. For I’d suddenly found myself face-to-face şirinevler escort with the awful fact that I hadn’t fucked man, woman or b**st for some 20 years….(particular not the b**st, – nor earlier either), and that this was intolerable in light of the newly found freedom and sex-drive. Even if it might turn out to be a final putsch, a total explosion after an attempt to get into over-drive. But what a way to go !!Does it disgust you if I ask – Do you know what it’s like to have your cock back at full strength after so long ? Does it upset you if I say that I’m now working on the arse-hole, which seems to have rather rusted up and won’t relax, greasing it in preparation for your thrusting penis dying to cum inside and stay there…..? I don’t care. Even us old buggers have still got rights…..