I came in my pantsThis is a true story about when I came in my pants and first realised I was attracted to men.I was on holidays with my family in Spain when I was younger and we were at a water park. I didn’t really fancy going on the rides after a while as I wanted to just lay back, put on my sunglasses and look at all the hot women around the place. That is when I saw the man who would later make me realise I was attracted to men.He was a lifeguard at the water park and he just drew my eyes. He was probably in his mid 30’s, about 5ft10, bronzed, muscled and wore a red speedo. I couldn’t help but stare at his ample package when I thought I would be staring at the hot women that were everywhere. He chatted to many of them and they all seemed to sarıyer escort be attracted to him. I thought I was jealous of him at first, but it turned out I was jealous of the women who caught his attention.I couldn’t stop thinking of him all day and was thinking about him falling asleep that night too. I had a very vivid dream that night, probably one of the most vivid dreams I have ever had to this day in fact. I dreamed that I started chatting to him, making it obvious that I wanted to see what was inside his speedos. He took me into a pump room in the water park, loud, dark and hot inside. He locked the door behind him and pushed me down to my knees by my shoulders and just esenyurt escort took it out in front of my face. I barely even took the time to look at it, I just went straight to sucking it, like I knew that was what I was meant to do. I had never even thought about sucking a man’s cock before that day! I sucked him and felt his muscled body with my hands, even in the dream I smelled his manhood. He then, not saying a word, picked my up under the arms, pushed me face first against a cold concrete wall, dripping wet with water from the pump room. He got his strong arm around my neck like a choke hold but didn’t choke me, just held me firmly in place. He pulled down my own speedos and pushed his thick manhood into avrupa yakası escort me. In the dream, it didn’t hurt at all but felt like the most amazing thing I had ever experienced. He fucked me hard against the wall, moving his arm to cover my mouth so it would muffle the moans and squeels I was making.I woke up as I was cumming from the fucking he was giving me in the dream to find out I had in fact cum in my pants dreaming about a man using my ass like he was fucking a woman’s pussy. I was confused and kind of shocked. I had to run to the bathroom without waking anyone, wash my underpants, put new ones on and get back into bed. I couldn’t wash them it turned out so I put them in a small plastic bag, tied the bag and threw them in the bin. I didn’t know it at the time, but this was the beginning of my attraction to men. I thought it was just a weird one off thing, oh but how wrong I was. I wish I could go back there and find that man to tell him what an affect he had on me and beg him to let me suck his dick and fuck me like he did in my dream, making me cum like a woman.