I have long been a reader of erotica but this is my first time as a contributor. Actually, this is the first time I am telling anyone about my first (and so far only) experience with another man. I met my wife when I was 20 and got married a few years later. We have been together for 20 years, have 3 kids and a good sex life by most standards. Earlier this year I realized that I was with my wife for half my life and have been faithful to her with few sexual experiences prior to her. I also found my occasional thoughts of experiencing sex with a man were turning into a full blown obsession.I started thinking about what it would be like to suck a cock when I was 16 and have thought about it ever since. The thoughts come and go, sometimes stronger, sometimes leading me to look at pictures of men together or stories of a mans first time. I liked reading about men experiencing gay sex when it was their first time, in the presence of a woman, perhaps encouraging them or forcing them against their will to take that Rus Escort izmir cock into their mouth. I saw myself as straight, after all I was married, had kids and can’t stop looking at women, so what if I thought about sucking cock now and then. As more and more became available on the internet, I sought out articles about other straight men that think of this and found that it is common and that lots of otherwise straight guys enjoy occasionally being with another man. My obsession grew. I occasionally looked at dating sites, classifieds, reading posts from straight guys looking for a blowjob on the side, gay men looking to fuck, transvestites with their promise of the best of both worlds wrapped into one. After years of being a passive reader I started posting my own classified postings looking for other married guys and I started hearing from them. I really wanted to go through with it but chickened out each time, failing to reply to these guys looking to hook izmir otele gelen escort up. That was until I finally worked up the courage to go through with it earlier this year when my wife was out of town for the weekend. I don’t remember his name. There was nothing remarkable about his reply, other than that he was married, his wife was out of town and he wanted me to come over now to have sex with him. As much as I wanted it I was scared to go through with it. Despite the fear I got in my car and drove to his house. I sat in my car thinking of going home but worked up the courage to go to the door. He answered and I walked in, I was so freaked out about what I was about to do I could barely speak. Despite having my first intimate encounter with another man, this was the first time I would be with someone other than my wife in 20 years. He put on some straight porn and left the room to get something. I took off my clothes and sat down, stroking my cock to Buca escort bayan get it a bit hard as it is very small when limp (much more of a grower with little to show). He came back and talked a little before he got on his knees and took my cock into his mouth. It felt good and looked odd to see a man looking up at me with my dick down his throat. He sucked for a while as fear kept me from getting fully erect. When he stopped he stood up and his dick was in my face. His dick was much bigger than mine, much longer and much thicker. While he was hard, his penis felt different than mine, perhaps it was just the size as it felt so much bigger and heavier in my hand. I thought this is it, my chance to experience a cock in my mouth and I started licking the head of his penis. I started sucking and he started moving his hips, pushing more of himself into my throat. I tried to take it all in but had a hard time doing so. He looked down and told me to to take more of it reminding me that he had my cock all the way in his throat (not to mention his is much longer and thicker than my own and this being my first time). I did my best and he started fucking my face getting most of it in. I felt good about the joy I was bringing him really getting off on taking this submissive sexual role. While he was deep in my mouth the phone rang.