Separation AnxietyEven though I know I’m going to miss her while she’s gone, I was also excited about the prospects of flirting online again with JS. Nothing was ever going to happen in real life, neither one of us would let that happen, but the sexual chemistry for a good on-line flirt is there (or so I hope).I guess my mind got caught up thinking about her sexually, after she and Suzie joked about her breast exam by a male Doctor. There was some silly reference to men and boobs – and she had some big ones. So my mind went bonkers thinking about giving her an “exam”. What, it’s a man thing… don’t all k**s play doctor and nurse??So when Suzie was away at her sisters earlier in the summer, I risk life and limb and emailed JS, just a simple “how you doing” message. I got a little braver when she finally answered back, and I shared how much I “really, really” missed Suzie. JS seemed like she was okay flirting, so after a shopping trip I made, I shared pictures of the “frivolous” lingerie I’d bought for Suzie’s return. I explained that I loved sexy things, but that Suz was not really into ever wearing sexy stuff – she’s more a practical “Granny panty” kinda gal. JS was very polite and said how nice a husband I was to do it anyway – but all the time I was really thinking.. I wish JS would dress-up sexy for me. My mind was in full blown horny mode now, and my manhood was dripping with excitement.A few emails later and I was “overloaded” with lust, and I said bahis şirketleri something about her big boobs – knowing full well she loved to go braless. I explained how I ask Suz to go braless, but she never would. Again, JS was polite and not too suggestive in her reply – saying the God gave her amply but that wearing some clothes was a problem. Well, my mind went off on that – as I was now rock hard excited about seeing her boobs.I was due to leave the next morning to pick up Suzie in New Mexico, so I was throwing caution to the wind, and called JS on the phone. She thanked me for the emails and how good it made her feel. Lordy if she only knew how good it made me “feel” ! I offered her a wake up visit as I drove by at 5AM, but she declined, saying that was dreamland time for her. I hoped (or fantasized) about her dreaming of me.11 hours on I-10, in the heat of summer.. talk about playing mind games! I was really going wild with desire to be with Suzie – probably too much, because I envisioned all kinds of erotic scenarios – well beyond what our 40 years of marriage had ever produced. Go figure, and mans mind and a lonely highway!Once I got to motel in Los Cruces, I started texting Suz, however she didn’t reply till late in the day. By then my mind and body had fucked her silly half a dozen times. When we finally did start texting, I was trying “sexting” – and as it turns out, she was in the middle of a family pizza parlor – with her mobilbahis sister looking over her shoulder. So much for erotic sexting!The next morning I was up early (no pun, I was very UP) and headed up to ABQ. I was trying to calm down and de-compress from my wet dreams of yesterday – good luck with that. After meeting the family for Sunday Brunch, I was finally alone with my sexy wife again. 6 days of separation anxiety had taken a toll on me, that’s for sure. On our afternoon drive back to LC, we caught up on how her visit had gone, all the inside dirty on everyone, and some of how she felt about being away from me. I was trying to judge her “sexual appetite” cause I knew mine was sky high. We talked openly about being apart and missing the intimacy that we share. I told her I had a bag full of sexy stuff I’d bought – and she just laughed! During our layover in Fort Davis I got her to model one outfit, all the others stayed in the bag (to this day).One thing did change when we got back home and into our daily routine – we had sex a lot more often! In part this came about by the reading of Fifty Shades by both of us. Erotic stores do have an effect on the libido, even at 65 years old! The more erotic the stores got, the more we talked, the more we talked the kinkier our sexual appetites got! It was about this time that we discovered The Love Shack Boutique and renewed our interest in Soaring Eagle & Little One’s romance.Suzie was bahis siteleri talking with JS and they were planning on an overnight girls weekend, which I thought was cool (but secretly worried about). Given my flirting with JS earlier, I was sure I was about to be castrated and burned at the stake by girl talk. As it turned out, the girls (not the booby kind) just had a fun weekend, and Suzie shared the Indian Maiden role play concept, complete with costume.JS really got into sewing the costumes and genuinely seemed excited to share in our role play story. While I tried to remain a gentleman in her presence, my mind was “role playing” at a very erotic level. My close call came when JS had me try on my “loin cloth” wrap… I was sure my manhood would betray my jovial attitude. Secretly I wanted JS to make a move.. anything to show me she really did enjoy our games. I guess I’m a clueless man, because I didn’t pick up on any vibes. DAMN. I think we’re too good of friends to risk anything… DOUBLE DAMN. Doesn’t the role of “friend with benefits” come into play here?? PLEASE.I have had this recurring desire to “visit” JS. Mostly it’s purely sexual fantasy, and I suspect it is entirely one-sided, as I’ve gotten no vibe back from her. But that doesn’t stop me dreaming. I keep thinking about her showing me her tits, as I’ve already told her I have a thing for them. I can only imagine that her areolas are large and dark, her nipples long, and a saggy cup size perfect for titty fucking. If it ever happens, I’ll die a happy camper! Whatever, I can always expect a lot of wet kisses from Molly dog – and pretend they’re from JS.I’m not sure how I’ll deal with Suz Birthday trip with her sister… time will tell.